This
past Saturday, I decided to make Mother’s Day Eve as
stressful as I could for my wife and my mom. I jumped out
of a perfectly good airplane for the first time.
Thankfully, I did it with a parachute on my back, so it’s
not as crazy as it sounds, is it?
I’ve always wanted to go skydiving. It’s just one
of those "things on my list of things I want to do
before I die." A couple of weeks ago, I finally
pulled the trigger on this goal and scheduled a jump. I
signed up for a static line jump. That’s the kind where
a tether straps to the plane to deploy your chute when you
jump out. I chose this instead of a tandem because it
allowed me to be alone under canopy.
Truth be told, my jump this weekend was a week late. I
was originally supposed to jump on May 2 and you would
have been reading this column last week. But the weather
was lousy and they generally don’t recommend jumping
through a rain shower. I tried again on Sunday. The
weather was clear, but just a tad too windy for a newbie
like me.
All was not lost, however. We spent a beautiful day at
the drop zone watching person after person float to the
ground. There was something reassuring about watching
dozens of people successfully land with no broken bones.
On this particular day there was a group of young Navy
sailors there for their first jumps. One of them must have
lost a bet because he did a tandem jump sans clothing. One
doesn’t see that every day - nor should one.
Finally my schedule and the weather cleared on this
Saturday. My family and I headed to the drop zone to await
my turn. After waiting around and hanging out with some
hippies, my name was called. I strapped on my container
(that’s the thing that holds the main and reserve
chutes) and headed for the plane. Before I knew it, I was
4,200 feet in the air with my feet outside of the open
door of the plane.
My jump master said, "whenever you’re
ready," and I jumped. Within 5 seconds or so, my
chute was deployed. I checked it to make sure it was okay
and tested the steering. After that, I began looking
around.
For several minutes, I was suspended over Wisconsin
with nothing between me and an unpleasant landing except a
layer of fabric. I know that it might sound odd to say
that strapping on a harness that cinches one’s limbs is
a liberating experience, but it was.
Looking down at my feet and the thousand of feet that
separated them from solid earth, I was struck by the
fragility of life. A couple of straps, some rope, and a
few yards of nylon was all that stood between me and
death.
Thoughts of mortality quickly faded as I looked in the
distance to see Lake Michigan looming on the horizon. Far
below me I could make out my son in his bright yellow
jacket running around the observation area. The fields of
Wisconsin spread out like a watercolor before my eyes.
Best of all the silence. Nothing but the wind and my own
heartbeat vibrated my eardrums.
For those few brief minutes, I was free. I was both
literally and figuratively above the petty squabbles that
plague mankind. I was free of politics. Free of worry.
Free of doubt. Free of obligation. Free of regret.
Free.
I thought about my kids, my life, my wife, my family,
and all of the things that make my life wonderful. Seeing
them from several thousand feet overhead, I realized how
marvelous they are. I also realized how small they are -
like me. We are but children of God, and children we
remain.
Eventually, the world came rapidly back upon me. I
maneuvered my chute for final approach and gracefully
touched down. Did I say "gracefully?" By that I
meant that I tumbled into a heap. I rolled over on my back
and just laughed at myself. I’ve always been a proponent
of laughing at myself. It’s high comedy.
Perspective is always a difficult thing to obtain. At
any given point when I think that I have a clear view of
the world around me, something intervenes to obliterate my
paradigm. Some might think this is a bad thing. I don’t.
Whenever anyone professes to have all of the answers, I
take them for a liar or a fool. I strive to be neither.
(Owen B. Robinson, a West Bend
resident, is a blogger who publishes at www.bootsandsabers.com. His column usually runs Tuesdays
in the Daily News.)