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"Crazy for the Storm: A
Memoir of Survival," by Norman Ollestad; Ecco (272
pages, $25.99)
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Little boys like to play
at adventure and dream of danger in faraway places. But
what 11-year-old Norman Ollestad endured atop a
California mountain in 1979 was a nightmare. A wiz on
the slopes, the young Ollestad, his father and his
father's girlfriend, Sandra, were flying to a ski
championship ceremony that February when their small
Cessna charter slammed into a peak in the San Gabriel
Mountains. As a blizzard raged, Ollestad, banged up and
sporting little more than Vans sneakers and a light
sweater, faced almost certain death.
But Ollestad survived,
and the story he tells in "Crazy for the
Storm," is an incredible one. Many grown-ups would
have perished under such circumstances; that a preteen
boy persevered is simply remarkable.
Things could not have
been worse after the crash — the senior Ollestad and
the plane's pilot lay dead; the son was freezing and had
to tend to a gravely injured Sandra. How did he manage?
"Crazy for the
Storm" is not just an account of a terrible event.
It's also a memoir of boyhood and growing up in the
Southern California of the '70s. Ollestad, a contributor
to Men's Journal and other magazines, cuts between a
gripping account of the crash and his portrait of a
youth spent surfing and skiing.
Ollestad's dad looms
large in his recollections. We've all heard stories
about parents who push their children on the playing
field, but the elder Ollestad was a daredevil who went
to a further extreme, goading his son to take on big
waves in summer and barrel down steep slopes in the
winter. After one particularly harrowing turn in some
treacherous powder, young Norman complains to his
father, "That's why we shouldn't have come here.
It's too deep." But dad isn't having it: "It's
never too deep, Ollestad."
That metaphor extends
throughout "Crazy for the Storm." Where does
risk become recklessness?
The line was often
blurred for Ollestad, as he struggled to earn his
father's respect, all the while trying not to break his
neck.
Ollestad's observations
about his father are sharply drawn. Recalling a moment
from a surfing trip, when he was roughed up by a wave,
Ollestad perfectly captures the rhythms of his father's
booming invocations: "My dad had previously spoken
about fighting through things to get to the good stuff
or some such concept, and as he shook the salt water out
of his curly brown hair, he talked more about people
giving up and missing out on fantastic moments."
Such goading prepared
Ollestad for a trial greater than any wave he ever
surfed, and here is the root of the grit and
determination Ollestad would have to muster as he faced
down calamity. The crash left Ollestad stunned: "My
head was light, eyes blurry. I had no idea where I was.
Eyes began to close and I surrendered." But over
the nine hours he was on the mountain, his
resourcefulness never deserted him.
The wreckage was perched
delicately on a steep, icy incline. Gathering his wits,
he took stock of the situation. Ollestad's spare,
delicately modulated prose — "the rocks hemmed us
in and trees grew out of the rocks with snow filling in
the nooks and crannies like mortar" — gives his
recollections an understated grace and power. Forcing
himself to stay alert, he looked for a way out as Sandra
slowly succumbed to the cold. Using a stick as a
makeshift ice pick, Ollestad maneuvered his way to a
cabin he spotted near a distant meadow. But snow and ice
impeded his progress; his pace agonizingly slow,
Ollestad, thinking of his father, knew he had to
"squash the doubt curdling inside of me."
The obstacles that
confronted Ollestad boggle the mind; at nearly every
turn, there was extreme danger. One feels relief when he
emerges from his ordeal — he stumbles on a teenage boy
who takes him to refuge. He is saved. Ollestad's final
reckoning is poignant. The realization that his father
is dead washes over him with a terrible force: "He
will never again wake me for hockey practice, never
again lure me into a wave, never again point out the
beauty in some storm." And there is gratitude for
the man whose prodding could leave his son frustrated
and angry: "Every misadventure, every struggle,
everything that had ... made me curse Dad sometimes,
rippled together. ... I glared at the storm as it
feasted on the mountain, hammering on my dad still
trapped in there. It did not get me. And I knew — I
knew that what he had put me through saved my
life."
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